the mystic traveller.
A note to myself.
The stars aligned
I don't want to say I had a bad day, because I believe that being a mere traveller every day is an experience, right? But nothing worked out in my favour today. Sometimes I am shocked how everything in your life can go completely out of sync for no reason. It looked like right from the time I woke up, everything was a failure. If you know me personally, I am a very punctual. It is probably one of the good things that happened to me from my school days. I studied in an Army school. We had to run 100 rounds, with our hands raised above our heads straight and a carrying rifle. After 20 rounds you really wish you never ever be a second late. I had an important meeting at work. So, I started half hour early, I reached my workplace, I had to park a few blocks away because somebody had parked in my reserved parking spot. So, I hurried to my meeting because I was already running late. I reached the meeting late to find out that my boss was already there, and he spotted me walking in late. It was embarrassing. I was the presenter, I hurried to connect my laptop and my laptop just wouldn’t start. Thanks to cloud my work was safe. The presentation as such went well. I stepped out for lunch, it started raining and returned drenched. I am sure everyone can relate the horrid feeling when you must sit and work with an uncomfortably wet feeling. So, after work, as usual I wanted to sit on my couch and relax a bit. I texted my friend to find out how her day was so far. I was shocked to hear that her day was equally bad as mine. She was having a bad day at work too; she has tech issues and was trying hard to fix her pc. I was speechless at this mere coincidence. There must be something going on between us, I thought to myself. I think she was puzzled to hear the coincidence. Considering all the bad luck we have had during the day, chat with her made my day better. And I get the feeling I made her day better too. Is it possible that all our lives are connected in someway? Imagine, you live in the same house and your dad, mom, brother, sister, or partner has a bad day. It does affect you in some way. Imagine a family which is going through a lot of bad time. Everyone in the family shares the same mood, same energy, it is very likely that one person is happy, and others are sad. It proves there is some commonality in the energies. The events must be so intense for us to realize the connection. I am not saying I passed on my bad luck to her, or she did to me. But it is possible that we are going through the passage in time, and we are experiencing some sort of common experience. It is beyond my apprehension, and you like to term it coincidence, but I would like to see it differently. Take a step back, all these are small problems in life compared to the grand scheme of things. Yea?
A Good Relationship.
You for me, and me for you. What is needed in a good relationship? Honesty, exclusiveness, love and love only. The shortest distance between two people is understanding. Agree?
Have You Felt Connected?.
Ever felt a deep connection with someone. I am really confused what I am feeling right now. How can a total stranger bring in such feelings in me. I feel connected to this girl. Why? I don't know who I should go and tell this. What do I do with this feeling. Tell her? What if she thinks am one of those guys who are trying to get to her? What if she thinks I am one of those guys who is desperate for attention? I have decided not to say it. I will give it time. See if she realizes it on her own. If she feels the same way.
My Song.
It was a very special night for me. Me and friend had a heart out about lot of topics. The complete silence of my apartment inspired me. All I could feel and think was that I have known her for a thousand years and I would love for a thousand more. I made a quick recording with whatever voice I had in a single take. It was quite challenging because I didn't want her to sleep off and I definitely didn't want to miss the moment. You think she would have liked it? My heart felt lighter as I sang it to her, it made me tell her exactly what I felt about her.
The Fourth Wall.
Every relationship has a fourth wall. A wall between the two, which noone sees. A wall that nobody wants to break. It is that one which you wish to keep as a guard, as a protection, for your safety because finally you trust nobody than yourself.